What do we really want during alive?

I feel despair, tired and lonely today.
Like many other days before, I came to wonder,
What do we really want during alive?

Air, food, water, shit, sex - in order to survive
(as an individual and species)

What else?

An understanding?
Freedom?
Relation?
But sometimes I just really want to be alone.

What do I not need?

A comparison?
A judgement?
An unfair treatment?
Still most of the time I just want to be treated as the one.

Life seems hard to understand, as well as I am.
(-_-)"
Maybe what I want now is simply a sleep, not a writing.

Hope my thoughts not fly over my head much tonight.
As well as everyone. Good Night!